Changes

It's a different day different time
As days go by things change
It's something I know
Seasons change
Friends change
and feelings change
It's something
I all understand
Even in a year a lot can change

It's strange but after 3 years something has never changed
My feelings towards a woman
No mater what happened I still love her
And no matter what will happen I will still love her
It will remain a constant in my life
I know this as not thought by law of my mind

She is a perfect being
One of which I consider my perfect mate
One of perfect mental prosperity
One of perfect physical form
And one of which my soul can bond to
A soul mate if you will

The prosperity I know with her is the happiest I have ever been

But I changed her
I have hurt her
I took the trust she built with me and shattered it

I changed her love for me
I broke the bond between us
And now I pay for the misfortunes I brought

What was once something we felt so strong now so fragile
I know I'm not perfect it so so clear
My imperfections hurt my so
If only I could be that Ideal

maybe things wouldn't have changed they way they did