Hoping not to be alone

Here I lay
Alone in my bed
Aching for my companion
Fears spread in my mind
My worst fears my come true
To wake up everyday alone
To have no one to wake with
No one to sleep with
No one to laugh with
Make love with
Or even live with

The need is primal
But the mate I want isn't normal
She is my dreams manifested
Some days when I wake
I see her there
Next to me
And then I can't believe this gift
That the woman from those dreams are there

The only thing any human could want
The perfect companion always there
Always hoping that the love never dies

I hope for my life she's always there