What I need

I know it's not perfect
I know I'm not the man you want me to be
I know our relationship is rough at times
I know I make you wanna give up
I rather be with you
A interesting woman that I love
Than some one I don't
I believe there is only one true love in a persons life
I find myself lucky that I found you so early
I know we are meant to be
Even with my flaws
I know I have broken your heart
hurt you many times before
I know you don't believe me when I claim to change
I know that I have driven you away with my near insanity
But I love you
It's so hard for me to just give up or stop
I know you need this space to recover
But my brash actions got the best of me
I couldn't leave you alone
I lied to you
I hid from you
And most of all I hurt you
I have done all those to the point where you don't want to try
I understand
But I still want to try I don't want to give up
You are my one and only
If you leave I will save myself for you
I will try to change for you even if your gone
So if you do come back maybe I can finally be the man you want me to be

Because that's who I want to be