Perfect drug

Perfect drug


Looking back at everything
I may feel a little,
Ashamed,
Regretful,
Horrible

But I feel as if
for every stumble I have had
For every mistake I made
For all the times I disappoint
And all the times I made you hurt
I would give everything I could to take it away

If I could I would rewind time
Do everything again right
Make sure everything is perfect
Just for you
But look at me just dreaming I suppose

I would take back every fight
Undo every mistake
And myself look past the common lazy way

I still feel connected
I still feel as if we are one
Every time we part I lose half my self

It seems like an addiction
I have the signs of withdrawal
Depression, anxiety, cravings
I can't stand the thought of losing you
I'd do anything to keep you
And I never want to be cured

I guess that's the problem
Being addicted to the perfect drug